I'll never understand how I became so bitter, maybe just sick and tired of being a quitter, constantly giving myself new ways of positively and not even getting a flicker of the happiness I feel I deserve. It's like looking at a foreign schematic, so I give myself static, only because I'm melodramatic. Always trying to find new ways to smile but it never lasts awhile because I've become stuck in the distortion. I've become stuck in the distortion, hating myself more after every contortion because I'm unable to keep my emotions in proportion. I'm tired of this unease, wishing time would freeze so I could try to appease this disease inside me. I wish weren't automatic to be anti-pragmatic, fanatic, playing the same cinematics of different enigmatics. The only the reason i stay if for my friends, the only reason I'm here is for my blood, the only reason I persist is for my love, the only reason I keep going are for those beside me, there to revive me, stay alongside me I mean why do i lack the commitment to give myself assistance, so afraid of getting help because I think it's illogical, how could suffering everyday be logical? The only reason I stay, The only reason I'm here
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